Not today.

No one is ever ready for goodbyes even how hard you try to prepare

I almost fill this dull cup of tears

It will and always be, my fault.

Nalulunod

Sa sobrang lungkot ko, wala na akong lakas na humingi ng tulong Sa sobrang bigat, di ko na magawang iangat pa ang aking mga kamay para tumapik Nag-uumapaw na kapaguran ang tunay kong nadarama Wala na akong lakas upang sabihin pa ang aking problema Ayoko nang mang-abala.. Ayoko ng magmakaawa Ayoko ng magpapansin pa.. Dahil … Continue reading Nalulunod →

Today, These Feet Won’t Believe in Promises

Dear legs and feet, I'm sorry if I always allow you to wait for the this person. Sorry, if numerous times, you were left alone, stood for hours, waiting for couple of more hours with the same person. I know.. you're all tired. Tired with my mind, reasoning that traffic hits hard, that you don't … Continue reading Today, These Feet Won’t Believe in Promises →

Just An Archive (3)

I'll be out of this in time.. But not today nor tomorrow.

Knock, Knock, Knock, Nightmare

I'm starting to get dizzy again because of my unwelcomed visitor last night. I had the feeling that I weren't able to defeat that creature on my dream I will find myself screaming fir help in my dreams I'm gettibg scared once again. As if I don't myself to be in bed, sleeping I'm afraid … Continue reading Knock, Knock, Knock, Nightmare →

See Your Memories

But I found myself as someone who witness sadness more than laughter.

Detachments

Yes, I can't demand anything to anyone.

Tahimik na Pagsigaw

Sobra ang pagod kong nadarama Tila ba walang humpay ang pangambas Sa mga darating na araw Ako'y unti unting pumapanglaw Nais kong sumigaw sa bigat ng aking dinadala Ngunit walang tinig na lumalabas Ni isang luha ay walang lumalagaslas Nais kong sumigaw na pagod na pagod na ako Kaso walang lakas ng loob na ito'y … Continue reading Tahimik na Pagsigaw →

Cold Nights

I just want a hug. Knowing someone's there to carry the weight of my body.. Transmitting warmth that will melt the ice beneath my heart A signal that radiates compassion and support A language that will feed my feelings more than my ego. I want it. I badly need it. 😢