Traces

The day went rough than expected

I thought I’ll be leaving the day with smiles and energy

But the complete opposite happened

That made me leave my reality

I want to go somewhere far from this

I want to feel the serenity this life can offer

But I’m afraid to go by myself

So I left traces for them to follow

I bought some time to wait for them to reach me.. ask me.. follow me

But I think.. I’ll be leaving with myself, again alone

I shut the door not because I want to

But I dont want to beg anyone for this boring cause

But I would like to have assurance

That they want to come, they want to go

But I thought.. those traces were subtle to be seen, to be observe

So I’ll be riding the train.. again, alone.